A Little Lack of Something

I just really don't know anymore.
I might be writing for an update but I don't think so.

I'm a little tired to think right now but I'll write all what I can.
It'll be just a short note, something like that.

I have no idea where the title came from but here it goes...

Sometimes people tire me with all the same things.
These happen and those happen but I don't blame them.
Some friends can be hurtful in the most unexpected and littlest things and yet I still give them understanding.
I don't get mad, I don't get angry and I don't blame either.
I only ended up being hurt and sad, that's all.
No harm done, I think... Maybe...

Despite of all these happenings that I've gone through, I'm still happy.

There's nothing wrong if you're the one to understand first despite you not being at fault, right?
They do the same mistakes, over and over again and yet I still hope for them to improve even the littlest of it.
The simplest and tiniest of things hurts me but it makes me happy too.
My humor is that low, isn't it?
I don't really know.

Same Mistakes.
Same Broken Words.
Same Hurtful Actions.

And still a Same Understanding Heart.

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P.S. I have no idea what I'm writing, I'm really sleepy right now, besides, it's almost my curfew. ...zZz